Why don't you go see them? The voice urged further and further into the deeper part of her subconcious. I can't think. Your the one that put me here. You hit me! Why!? I can't understand why you continued to batter me around.
"I lost my self control. I was in the war. It's not that I don't love you

I remember the first time that I hit you. I was high. I've been on Herion for many years. I got into it when I was very young. Maybe I should'nt tell you everything that I 've been through in my life but that's what families are supposed to do. They are supposed to share, aren't they?

All you have to do is relax. The pain in her head continued to provide a sharp reminder, of  the past events.

Why do you get so upset?
You mean why do I get so High. I love it. Drugs. I love the kinds of things they do for me. They make me feel powerful. That's why I started hitting you. I felt powerful. I could feel you making me feel weak in front of everybody and it upset me!

I did tell you to run.  Why didn't you?
She moved her hand around and found another ampule of liquid and broke it between her forefinger and index finger. She licked the outside of her thumb and swallowed the contents in the vile.

"I'm sorry. There's no way I can make it up to you. Relax  we're family. The woman turned away from the hospital bed.

Is it comfortable here? She reached over and grabbed the channel selector that was resting on the bed. She pushed a few buttons and then turned on the television. "Hey it's pretty nice in here! You're so lucky.

Tv and everything, go girl. Listen I can't believe it but shit happens sometimes you've got to learn how to forgive and forget.

 I was high.